My body, my story
What do our bodies say about us?
What words do we choose to describe them?
How would we talk to them, if it were possible?
Through this new series of portraits, NOO celebrates the plurality, resilience, beauty and strength of our bodies.
Sincere and profound conversations, to examine the relationship we have with them, the way we look at them, the weight of norms and the quest for a love that is often tumultuous.
In the intimacy of her Marseille home, we met Maryam Kaba , former gymnast, dancer, choreographer and founder of Afrovibe, who spoke to us about movement therapy and the importance of teaming up with your body, no matter what.
The photographs are by Sabrina Hadj-Hacène .
Who are you, Maryam?
Former high-level rhythmic gymnast, dancer, choreographer and founder of Afrovibe - a fitness dance concept inspired by African and Afro-descendant dances based on joy, sharing, letting go and self-love - I am above all a lover of life.
What is your relationship with your body today?
Today, she's my BFF. I listen to her every day. I listen to my gut, my instincts. She's truly my guide.
Can you tell us about the moment when your relationship with your body changed?
I would say it was when I arrived in Brazil in 2013. The beauty codes are not the same there, and at that time I was 10 kg heavier than today. I understood then that my body and my Negroid shapes - especially my buttocks - were not different from the rest of the population, which is 54% Black there. I began to love it and to free myself from my inhibitions, whereas I had constantly hidden my buttocks throughout my adolescence.
Your body has been through a lot of trauma and suffering. How did you find a way to make peace with it?
It was a roller coaster… I realized that my body was bothering me very early, at 8 years old to be precise. During a tennis camp, I was queuing at the refreshment bar to buy a Nuts, with a friend. We were both in swimsuits, and the club owner allowed himself to say to me: “Go cover yourself up, we don’t walk around like that, especially when we’re black like you.”
Despite the trauma, I quickly understood that the problem came from others and that I would have to team up with my body, whatever the cost, on this thorny path.
Healing through the body, movement, and dance—you've made this an aspect of your work today. What does dance therapy involve?
I often say that I'm not a therapist. However, my concept of Afrovibe, dance, and free movement, truly allows you to let go, accept yourself, and experience a form of freedom—first in movement, then in thought. Ultimately, these are paths to reconnecting with yourself and finding balance. My mantra? To dance is to live.
What has been the biggest surprise your body has given you in recent years?
In 2024, during my residency with the Ballet National de Marseille, I created a solo entitled "Entre mes jambes." In it, I talk about my body and its journey, from a sexual assault I suffered at age 6 to today. More generally, I question the relationship that society has with children's bodies. It's a very intense performance, both physically and emotionally. I didn't think I would be capable of going on stage at 47 and being carried like that by my body.
If you could talk to your body, what would you like to say to it?
I love you, leave yourself alone, don't worry, it'll be okay.
When do you feel best in your body?
When I dance. It can be anywhere, as long as I can dance, preferably in light, loose-fitting clothes.
What role does your clothing style play in your relationship with your body? Do certain clothes help you to accept it better?
The truth is, when I felt bad about my body, nothing helped. The problem was in my head, so even with the most beautiful outfit, I still felt uncomfortable. However, it was by starting to accept my body that I was able to be more daring, style-wise. Today, I don't follow any rules. No matter the circumstances or the occasion, I wear what I like. The most important thing is that I feel beautiful and good about myself.
Your go-to outfit for days when you feel less in tune with your body? The one that comforts you and restores your confidence?
On days like this, I prefer a light, flowing outfit, such as wide-legged pants with a shirt and a bodysuit underneath. This allows my body a certain freedom. It's an outfit that lets me move easily, especially to do some gentle yoga stretches—something I often do when I'm not feeling well.
How do you feel when you wear a NOO bodysuit?
I feel completely myself. Sexy, bossy, sporty, authentic, determined… but also comfortable and unpretentious. As comfortable in my body as I am in my own skin!
What's your favorite bodysuit from the new collection?
I love the Midnight Bloom dress for its sexy look, with its deep side slits, and its sporty feel thanks to the high neckline. I have fairly square shoulders and I like to show them off, so this style is perfect for me. It's a versatile and chic dress that I can wear just as easily for a yoga class as for a night out.
